Am G C I keep tellin myself that its not in my hands (this seems outa my hand man) Dm For losing you so....??? (this wasnt supposed to happen like this) Am G C I look to the sky sometimes, just open your lips (i dont think shes coming back this time) Dm open your lips (not this time) C G Cuz every time I pick up a pen its all you Dm Am and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two C G pages turn so fast like all those pages do Dm your words that bleed through Am G Get back in my arms and just hang in by my side C Dm losing all of you has left me dry Am G tell me where you run to and where do you hide C Dm know youve never once left my mind tell yourself im sorry for these things that ive done oh tell yourself never seen that love that gone no tell yourself its over now and not to run just tell yourself im sorry for what ive done Cuz every time I pick up a pen its all you and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two pages turn so fast like all those pages do your words that bleed through Listen while Im talking , I dont do it too much get a feeling that came between us whatever happened to the way that it was One thing I cant have is what I want So excited its gonna end up this way so excited that you would not stay you wont be here by the end of my day cuz i cant even listen to words that i say but every time I pick up a pen its still you and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two pages turn so fast like all those pages do your words that bleed through I swear you never really miss it till its half gone then you tighten up your grip tryin to hold on didnt really appreciate it when its in your arms then you can relate to every word in your song like was i wrong but i know im right but in hindsight, I blame the limelight maybe i just needed time to get my mind right maybe we'll reconnect when the times right Im trying to think about the causes was i too bossy exactly where the fault is?? I was told to step in love with some caution cuz love and shit is no difference in the darkness but love is where the heart is you can see the blood as its drippin through the gausses So i guess I fell outa love with a smile and more love with applauses And its quiet in my house your silence is my home and everything reminds me that I am all alone Its quiet where you used to be and now that youre gone, theres not a sound ,theres not a word but a dark tone well its quiet when im drinking its quiet when i smoke its___ when im eating, always I sleep all alone its quiet now but louder than i sit still like a stone??? only from my dreams where you wont go every time I pick a pen its all you and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two pages turn so fast like all those pages do your words that bleed through dont pick up that pen, no i, all i say dont look in the mirror, at all i am the pages turn, the pages burn and its all cuz of you (it was tears that were soaking these pages, words that left me bleedin and pleadin??) How did i get in this perdigement??? was I influenced by the benefits cuz i was hittin on so many chicks lovin you and leavin you was the only cinnamon but i guess i wasnt ready for ya cuz im rubbin your feet ,cookin spaghetti for ya takin you to parks winnin teddys for ya but in my heart im thinkin theres someone better for ya but my hearts like 'no not this again' cut it out black, you know how this will end and i swear i really was listenin but my dick was yellin and my heart was just whisperin so you know who i listen to that my hearts bitchin cuz hes miss you got my eyes starin at some old flicks of you when my nose swears that it can still smell the scent of you and my soul cant dance who was meant for you??? losing myself now ive been wondering, watching ive been waiting so long ive been talking, ive been listening ive been playin my song ive been hoping you'd would be leaving honestly you're not im not with you, but i miss you...